10.48am

i dont know why on this holiday i didnt feel im enjoying myself.
there's alot of thing im thinking about :(

it started when my mom decided to open a playstation rental and a cooky shop.
i feel so angry at first. since we moved to thee smaller one *home* and it distrubed me, i cant feel im on my home again.
now i just have my relaxing place. my room with my twin sis at second floor with complete gadget which is television, dvd player, personal computer and etc.
yup, thank God.

one month ago, rahmi got her schoolarship she got about three million for one year.
one more again Alhamdulillah~
but again.... my father compared me and her. *i dont like this*
my father said, even though she didnt teach like you she able to produce the money from this.

huuhh, i defeated again.

and i think rahmi didnt realize my feel of that words.



*tonight ill post my collection of sayings again* :))

Tuesday, August 3, 2010