“Not everybody is beautiful. I’m tired of hearing that. But everybody has the ability to be. You are as beautiful as the things you do, the words you say, and the intentions of your heart. You are as beautiful as you let yourself become.” - Another Thing I'm Tired Of Hearing

"many thanks to parents who immigrated from one city to another. who gave up what they had, so that someone else could have more"

terima kasih ummi papah, 
i am grateful for having a parents like you, so i am growin' up strong and independent.
i promise to make you proud, love you :*

Do not read...
Yeah, do not read if you do not want to know about... me?  
(jangan dibaca kalau kau tidak mau tahu tentang... saya?)

January - February 2012

January 2012.
Status: Graduated from diploma's degree. still continuing undergraduate's program (Bachelor's Degree) and looking for FULL TIME JOB!

Then i applied and searched for the job and had confused if i'm not get a job which isn't appropriate/accordance with my graduates or my majors. i have applied as bank employee (teller or customer service) too but I think, ah why? (i believe i can get another job instead being of an employee of the bank and my personality is incompatible with it)
 
Early January, i was planning a trip for visiting rahmi (yeayyy) yeah, its the country i admire and one of my dream actually. Japan. 

At that time, rahmi attended the student exchange program for one year and it ended in four months a head  (either March or April 2012) so i went there to help bring her stuff from Japan to Indonesia. Ah, why not? (its my first flight! and it such a beautiful, eh a perfect country) dannn kapan lagi saya bisa ke negeri itu.

That is for the first time was went abroad, and was terrified that my visa will not be accepted. Finally, i use the services of visa in Avia Tour (the travel agent), yes although three times commute to the avia tour office. Took two weeks to get my first visa done (yeay!!!). After that i bought a plane ticket of Malaysia Airlines that time (couldn't get the promo and a bit expensive). I've just to wait for the date "January 24, 2012" and prepared all the empty suitcase and so on. And leave a message to my mother when someone call me for the interview on that date please postponed and notified by email. (at that time, i've called for the last step tests became employee in a bank (the Indonesian with yellow ribbon, guess what?) but i pass up the opportunity and maybe it's not my way)
 
And finally, that days come! 

July 2011, I struggled with my internship report and my final project (tugas akhir). I took the theme of design icons as the final project of my Diploma's Degree and.. finally I completed my Diploma on October 1st 2011, yes  it was one day after my birthday 20 years. Its cool isnt it? But there's a thing makes me sad that my twin sister was not there at my graduation. (next post, I will tell you why she wasn't there) 
 
This is my graduation photo: with my super duper parents :*

With the imagination of my future goals (mau tau cita-cita gue? nanti ya eik ceritain), then I decided to go back to college yeah the university that opening class for the employee, I mean the classes are open Saturday, Sunday, and Two Weekdays at night schedule.  On November I started the class with one of my best friends when I was on the diploma's class "Pinta Anggita Siregar". We went to college again. 

I still continue my part-time job as teacher of English and Mathematics for elementary school children in three institutions (rumah belajar menteng, e-learning english and math at cempaka putih, and one of course institution at depok), do some part-time job as layouter at Suara Mahasiswa UI, and do the icons project for two months in PT. Ring Master (F&B Company). With the income I get from it, felt its very lack for me and really tired from doing a lot of jobs like that (cause the (apart/back and forth/remote) location). But its enough for my tuition and installment of money building. Yeah, i still doing that activity until i get a new one.

That's what I did until the end of 2011, without forgetting what my future goals like.

One of my reasons to update my blog there were questions like "do you have a blog or something blaa, blaa, blaa?" This era has a lot of social media and gave me an easiness to update my activity. Like path or instagram are more accessible, isnt it? And the blog? Yeah, theres the strengths and also the weaknesses. Well anyways, I do not need to be friends with people who protest about my posts, If you dont like anything about my post, you should unshare/unfriend/ even block me, i really dont care. And its not a problem not to see your posting , it also didnt influence my life, right? ;) (look for support :D) bete deh gue. But since I am the person who love the peacefullness and I do not like noisything or mouth-fighting, here i am, updating my blog again. Besides social media in my smartphone mostly for reveal things not important than necessary, isnt it?

So much things already complained, anyway I want to tell a lot of things that happen in life me since my last updated was July 2011. I wrote a year sequence ya ;)